Alicia Keys says she was ‘manipulated’ into taking part in ‘provocative’ photoshoot at age of 19
Alicia Keys has recalled an incident in which she was “manipulated” and “objectified” by a magazine photographer at the age of 19.
The musician writes about the interaction in her new memoir, More Myself, remembering her “shame” after being told to open her shirt and pull down her jeans for a photoshoot.
The incident, which occurred in 2000 as Keys was preparing for the release of her first album, saw a photographer insisting to her team that he needed to take pictures of her alone. She then writes that rather than disclosing his desire for “a provocative image”, the photographer “led [her] into it”.
“When I emerge from the dressing room, there’s just the two of us on set,” Keys writes. “‘Open up your shirt a little,’ he directs while firing off a flurry of camera snaps. My spirit is screaming that something is wrong, that this feels sleazy. But my protests, lodged in the back of my throat, can’t make their way out.
“‘Pull the top of your jeans down a bit in the front,’ he urges. If I say no, what doors will be closed to me? I swallow my misgivings, tuck my thumb between the denim and my skin, and obey.”
“I am beyond embarrassed, ashamed that I’ve sold part of myself ... Had Jeff [Keys’ manager] been in there, he would’ve voiced what I couldn’t at the time: Hell no. Close that shirt. Take your hand off your tit. And you’re not going to yank down your jeans.”
Keys did not name the photographer, or the magazine in question, but wrote that she wanted to throw up when she saw it on sale.
More Myself, which is released today (31 March), is an autobiographical memoir in which Keys revisits her childhood in Harlem, New York and her rise to fame.
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