YouTuber Lilly Singh is taking a break to focus on her mental health
YouTube star Lilly Singh has announced to fans that she's taking a break, specifically to focus on her mental health.
After eight years of posting content to her 14 million subscribers, the Canadian creator and author known as IISuperwomanII revealed her intention to take an indefinite hiatus in a video posted Tuesday.
"This is not clickbait. I'm not trying to get on the trending page. I'm not trying to make a dramatic thumbnail to get views," she began, addressing her fans collectively known as #TeamSuper. "The title is not a lie. I am planning to take a break from YouTube."
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"Why do I want to take a break? There's many reasons. First and foremost: my mental health," she said. "I am mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually exhausted. I have been doing YouTube consistently for eight years.
"I want to be honest with you, I could be happier. I'm not my optimal happiness right now, I could be mentally healthier. I don't feel like I'm completely mentally healthy. There's a lot going on up here that I need to address and I'm not able to constantly pumping out content."
Singh emphasised that the hiatus "is in no way a reflection of how I feel about the platform of YouTube and of #TeamSuper. I love YouTube. I love #TeamSuper. It is not about you, this is to do with me."
That being said, she said another reason was that she wasn't pleased with the workload, explaining that being on YouTube "demands constant content."
"You know, the thing about YouTube is that, in all of its glory, it kind of is a machine and it makes creators believe that we have to pump out content consistently, even at the cost of our life and our mental health and our happiness, because if you don't you'll become irrelevant," she said.
"But I've always said that happiness is the most important thing you will ever fight for. Relevance is not."
At the end of the day, Singh said she simply wants to take care of herself, work on her other projects, particularly in the social good space including the #GirlLove movement and being a UNICEF Goodwill Ambassador, and "get some of [her] creative energy back" — something we could all do a little more of, to be honest.
And she's not leaving the platform, guys, Singh's just hitting pause on main channel videos and vlogs, and will see how she feels about her other content.
"YouTube has changed. People have found a way to make it work for them. I am not one of those people," she said.
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Singh acknowledged the risk in jumping off the platform, and said she's determined to thwart these fears. "A lot of creators don't do this, and I'm assuming it's because there's a fear that your audience will abandon you and that people forget all about you and that you won't be able to get back once you return. I'm looking all those fears right in the eye," she said in the video.
Well, Singh's courage is already paying off, as she has some pretty kickass fans, who all rallied around the star following her announcement. Fan after fan posted messages of support on Twitter and in the video's comments:
It was high time you did this💙I’m so proud of you for taking this step. Can’t wait to see a more motivated bawse soon 🥰Lots of love, my love
— Suri ✨ (@TeamSuperMumbai) November 13, 2018
You're so committed to making us happy and laugh but im glad you realized its your turn now. Thank you for putting you & your mental health above anything. Eat proper, drink water (pls), cuddle scarbro & rest well. We cant wait for the stronger and happier you ❤ @IISuperwomanII
— Kalyani (@TeamSuperAU_) November 13, 2018
We were all so caught up with our lives and so many of us have been going through IT, that we missed #8YearsofSuperwoman. But that doesn't take away from how much we love you @IISuperwomanII . After 8 freaking years, I'm happy you're taking this well deserved break ❤
— Becky LOVES Lilly 💓 (@ii_becky_ii) November 13, 2018
Your happiness comes first. It's a decision you made and it's a good one bc we truly just want you to be your happiest self. YouTube did change, a lot. We definitely see that. So we understand the fact that you, a creator, want to take a step back We'll be waiting for you. ❤
— faïza (@teamsuperworld) November 13, 2018
I don’t understand why some ppl get mad or upset when creators take breaks. @IISuperwomanII dw take as long as you want to figure yourself out and come back even stronger💗 #teamsuper will forever wait for you
— Prerna 💞s Lilly (@teamsuperr_416) November 13, 2018
We all need a break sometimes. Good to hear you're putting your health first and I wish you all the best 👊🏾
— Safwan AhmedMia (@SuperSaf) November 13, 2018
MESSAGE TO ALL UNICORNS:
If you need some Lilly-motivation just rewatch the older vlogs and videos, they're guaranteed to make you feel better. It's a whole other experience and very fulfilling ❤— Lilleen (@TeamSuperTO_) November 13, 2018
The outpouring of support did not go unnoticed by Singh either, as the YouTube star posted her heartfelt thanks on Twitter.
Thank you so much for the kind words. I'm excited to work on myself and am grateful for your support. I love you.
— Lilly Singh (@IISuperwomanII) November 13, 2018