Zoe Ball spent two years ‘in shock’ after death of boyfriend Billy Yates

Zoe Ball has opened up about suffering from shock for two years after the sudden death of her boyfriend, Billy Yates, who took his own life in 2017.

Speaking to Red, the Strictly Takes Two presenter and Radio 2 host revealed she struggled to get out of bed at the time.

“I believe I was in shock for two years afterwards,” she said.

“It’s like you can’t see beyond putting your feet on the floor and getting out of bed each day.”

Ball went on to stress how important it is to remember that help is available for those battling mental health issues.

“’Since losing Billy, I’ve met lots of people who’ve helped me have a better understanding of the complexities of mental health,” Ball added.

The 49-year-old broadcaster went on to talk about feeling more confident in her own skin now compared to when she was younger.

“I wish I’d known [when I was younger] that you don’t have to be what people are expecting you to be,” she told the publication.

“You just have to be you. When you grow up as a woman, there is that confusion where you think, “I need to be this or that to fit in.” Now, I’m very much like, “No, this is what I am.”’

Ball’s comments come after she posted a tribute to Yates in November last year on what would have been his 43rd birthday.

The photographed showed Yates lighting a paper lantern.

“Beautiful full moon for your birthday eve Billface,” Ball wrote in the caption.

“Your star still shines the brightest up there,’ she said. ‘Fly forever free. Always in this old ♥ of mine.”

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