In Zoey Felix's difficult last year of life, this Topeka preschool was her one refuge

In the room of many colors, there was a teacher and a hug — a warm embrace to welcome to a place to learn and have fun.

Here is where Zoey Felix began to dream and to take herself away, to a world of promise and hope, and a better life someday.

Everyone in the preschool shined in Zoey’s beaming light, said classroom para Sasha Camacho. How could you not?

Before she was killed last week, Zoey Felix, 5, was a "silly, funny and happy" preschooler at Shaner Early Learning Academy, said para Sasha Camacho. "She was very sweet. She was not defiant. She was never unkind. She was so sweet, and she loved being around people."
Before she was killed last week, Zoey Felix, 5, was a "silly, funny and happy" preschooler at Shaner Early Learning Academy, said para Sasha Camacho. "She was very sweet. She was not defiant. She was never unkind. She was so sweet, and she loved being around people."

“She was one of our tallest kids and sometimes accidentally knocked others down,” Camacho remembered with a laugh. “But she was the first to pick them up.”

Sometimes she’d sneak in a “stuffie” — a plush animal so she wouldn’t be alone. In fact, it was more like a classroom friend that she could bring along back home.

In the rainbow classroom at Shaner, preschoolers looked at the family wall, to see photos of parents, brothers and sisters. Zoey could look to her teachers and classmates instead. She didn’t need any pictures.

"She was not a shy kid," Sasha Camacho said of Zoey Felix. "She wanted to be in everyone’s space and tell them hi. It was in the most fun and silly way. She just wanted love, and I’m glad that at Shaner, not only in our classroom but the whole school, she was able to feel that."
"She was not a shy kid," Sasha Camacho said of Zoey Felix. "She wanted to be in everyone’s space and tell them hi. It was in the most fun and silly way. She just wanted love, and I’m glad that at Shaner, not only in our classroom but the whole school, she was able to feel that."

The whole school family kept her clean and clothed, safe and sound. She knew who to run to for a Band-Aid when she scraped her knee on the playground.

After nearly a year of hard work in class, Zoey learned shapes. She learned colors. She learned letters.

She learned love.

“She knew that when she was with us, she was safe,” Camacho said. “She was loved.”

Among her friends at Shaner, Zoey Felix was always a nurturing and caring friend, said Sasha Camacho. "She had a smile that truly lit the room, and when she was not there, we missed her."
Among her friends at Shaner, Zoey Felix was always a nurturing and caring friend, said Sasha Camacho. "She had a smile that truly lit the room, and when she was not there, we missed her."

When the spring came and Zoey only came to school some days, she looked to her teachers for help with her big feelings, knowing that tomorrow at school was always so far away.

One day came the last hug and goodbye, and for reasons we don't yet fully understand, Zoey's caregivers stopped taking assistance from those who wanted to lend a helping hand.

After spring break, Zoey never returned to preschool, or any classroom for that matter. She lived the last few weeks of her life far away from home, or at least from those who loved her.

"We always ended our days with a hug and an 'I love you,'" former Shaner Early Learning Academy para Sasha Camacho recalls. "Zoey would say: 'I see you tomorrow, Ms. Cummo. I see you.’"
"We always ended our days with a hug and an 'I love you,'" former Shaner Early Learning Academy para Sasha Camacho recalls. "Zoey would say: 'I see you tomorrow, Ms. Cummo. I see you.’"

Her classmates are now kindergartners. Her teachers mold new minds. The next crop of preschoolers is learning there, getting the best start on the beginnings of their lives.

God willing, though — and surely he endeavors — sweet loving Zoey is forever there, in the room of many colors.

Rafael Garcia is an education reporter for the Topeka Capital-Journal. He can be reached at rgarcia@cjonline.com or by phone at 785-289-5325. Follow him on Twitter at @byRafaelGarcia.

This article originally appeared on Topeka Capital-Journal: Zoey Felix was sweet, silly and kind as a Topeka preschooler